Hey guys so on this day of harassment I woke up and found what appeared to be a condom on the side of my bed. It didn't appear to be used but just because there was no DNA inside of it doesn't mean that it wasn't. Fear and panic rushed through me and I was screaming internally. I hope that this is all psychological and not physical. I know that they play mind games but this is just beyond frightening to me. I remember being in a shelter once and it was co-ed and so there was this man that would always be following me around and watching me constantly I never really payed any attention to it because I talked to so many different people. Then there were certain questions he asked me that I never thought about. He would ask like “So what time do you usually go to bed?” And he would sometimes be going around in circles around the shelter. Then in the middle of the night I literally felt someone's heavy head buried in my chest, groping me and fondling me, and kissing me there. I tried to resist him by pushing him off of me and folding my arms closed but I just remember feeling so sleepy and weak. Everything seemed like it was happening in slow motion. When I closed my arms, I felt them being forced back open while he continued. I knew this wasn't a dream and I damn sure wasn't crazy. Less than a week of moving here I actually caught someone inside my home, weeks later he asked me do I know where he can get a massage from. A subliminal message perhaps. You guys please do not think that these perps aren't capable of violating you. I never thought something like this would happen to me but I may have been drugged or gassed I did hear some TIs saying that they will and can do that. I remember this happening to me but I was powerless to stop it. Out of everything that they do to targeted individuals this is the one thing that is that top of the list that I just abhor. This is just not right. Nobody has the right to violate your body without your consent. I talked about this in my book as well. The question I would like to know is how do you avoid this? Locking my door didn't help, buying camera's didn't help, having a dog doesn't help, I don't want to relive this nightmare trauma all over again. I can't talk to anyone about this that's why I'm venting on here coz I feel like I'm imploding right now as I did earlier. No one understands this. I'm so sick of these bastards getting away with things.
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They are nothing without thier airborne sedative!!!
It's a military grade gas that doesn't smell and you can't see it! It puts you out within 1 minute and it was made to take out true terrorists like bin laden Etc!
The scariest thing is being put out and not being able to defend yourself! This is the most cowardly unconscionable act that is perpetrated on the innocent!
This thread must be used in Court to prosecute diabolic criminals. This has to be exposed by women themselves. And it shall stop stop and stop. It shall not continue